Carol, you always have the best links... Thanks so much for posting. I did go to a meeting today and we covered page 74 from the big book. Topic was Character Defects... talk about a topic in line with my current state... Great meeting and great dayt today. I am 15 days sober and do not plan on starting over. I think yesterday taught me a valuable lesson. Even when I don't feel like doing the right things, I need to, because if I don't I'm letting the possibility of drinking re-enter my life.
Thanks to all for your responses...