I can totally relate to isolation. I get out for functions, but cannot get home quick enough. I've had invites lately from gf's or gf's/kids. I've declined because I'm just so ashamed of everything. I plan on branching out shortly. I am a social person by nature. I can for sure tell that I've holed myself up in this house all winter 'hibernating' because of AH's antics and the shame that comes with it.