Defeated , Finally !!
Really not going to go into much detail but my life has changed so much since April of 09, The last event was the death of my Mother, I can't explain what has happened to me but i am sober, Quit my Job to care for my dad and life is getting better. I have a strong program and a great sponsor, even my very sick mind and spirit is begining to heal.
I really do hate it took so much for me to actually (get it) but at least i have it and will do whatever it takes to keep it. Please , if your still drinking listen to what these great people have to say, you don't have to allow yourself to suffer any longer, Get help, this is a life or death battle for the alcoholic, but the great thing is you don't have to do it anymore. Seek Help.
Take Care
John