Newbie With Questions
Hi,
I stumbled across this forum while looking for answers to my drinking problems.
I have spent the last year stumbling in and out of aa. I have only drunk 24 days out of the last 350, but am on a 4 day drinking run at the moment.
I don't want to go back to aa if I can find another way, I just don't get the "unmanageability' "Insanity" bits.
Most of all I cannot accept that the answer to all my problems is the turn my life over to a God of my understanding.
If I don't get it, I just dont get it, its not something I can fake.
I want to be sober....I have a serious stomach disease that is compouned by drinking, but I don't seem to be able to stop.
How can this forum help someone like me?