stella - cheating still is a breaking point. I truly don't think he has or would do but i'm a little insecure so it worries me that i am totally wrong on that. Her going round there isn't cheating if he is telling me the truth about it all. I still see my ex and he comes round to see me (he still has stuff at the house too) and I don't consider that as cheating because we are friends. I could be wrong and he could want to get back with her but in my gut I don't believe that. If i'm wrong I think i'd discover it pretty soon and we would be over. I know he loves me and he shows it a lot wen he's not drinking.
We do have fun together but I'm not writing about that because its the bad times and problems I'm upset about. The good times do exist but not when he's drinking. Thats it, I know they can happen and we could be good together all the time - I think