Sweetie, you know what we will say. You will be done when you are done. Pinning all your hopes and dreams, all that you could be onto one active alcoholic man is hurting you so much. I just want to go over there and give you a hug! Go to your doctor and be assessed. Get some counselling for you.
Know that we all wanted our A's to choose us over alcohol. Its just not that simple. XAH just couldn't stop drinking and I, finally, couldn't accept him for who he is. I wanted something better for me - at that point anything would be! I'd like you to have something better too. Heck, I want everyone here to!
