day 5 ....feeling much better and
attended an AA meeting last night ,,, (although I drove past the site 3 times before I stopped) , kinda nervous because I live in a small town and had been to this meeting last year when I tried to quit, but I finally pulled in and it went well, after I realized we are all in the same boat, so to speak.
Now comes the real test for me as I am off the next 2 days, and thats usually my REALLY binge drinking time, so I have made plans to play golf tomorrow and my son has a baseball game on Saturday,and catch a meeting tonite so with God's help hopefully if I make it thru the next few days.
I only hope that I will continue to remember how I felt on Monday and Tuesday, I dont think I have ever felt so out of control WHILE SOBER,,,pretty scary for me
Hope everyone else is well and Thanks for the supportive comments and suggestions,,
God Bless