Welcome!!
I just joined on Monday and I have the same feelings as you do about going to the meetings solo. My last drink was saturday and it was a bad situation. I was with a group of my buddies and walking back to the hotel I kept falling. At this point I realized I needed a change. When I got home Monday I started researching and I found this site. I figured it would be a start. I havent drank, but I have had craving. There are a lot of good people on this site that you can talk to too. Glad you joined the site and just know there are people here you can talk to.