Hi Alexia, Splendra is right of course. ake it one day at a time. Is your AH in recovery at all?
My wife and I separated along time while I mydsself was recovering, things were very unclear to me. Guilt over my past hurting her made me wary of coming back. I wasn't sure I could trust myself. As went further along in my sobriety I realized that she was what I wanted and learned better coping skillls that have helped me deal with the relatioship which has helped me tremendously.
We did take it slow giving us a chance toto reintroduce ourselves.
If he is still active there is a reason he has to be afraid of hurting you again. He is still filled with fear. Concentrate on you and take care of yourself.