I'm also increasingly afraid that people won't like me now that I'm sober. Am I boring? Too shy? So far people still want to associate with me, but I have this nagging fear that they'll leave me behind because they don't like the "new" me. I like being alone, but I don't want to be forced to be alone because everyone thinks the "new" me sucks. God...I sound so insecure!!!! I'm all over the place.! One day confident, the next insecure. Today is an insecure day.
Anyhow, thank you all so much for listening to me ramble. I'm so grateful for SR and all of you.