Yes. Thank you Hammerhead. You are right. And I feel like ****. I'm angry, I'm sad. I'm unhappy. I just don't even care anymore, ya no? But I've got to get up and do something about it. I've definitely been spiraling downard for the most part as far as depression goes, but I have apt. this week.
I haven't been concentrated, cuz if it were up to me...I would stay in bed and stare at the wall. I know its bad cuz I really don't want to do anyyyything.
And spring is my favorite time of year, and I just don't even feel anything. Yeah, I didn't want to go this route again, but I need mental help. God, I'm just so angry and I know its just been turned inward.
thanks Wicked, That made me smile. I mean seriously...is it possible to be ego tripping and have low self-esteem at the same time?
And Duped, yeah I explained myself a lot. Especially in hopes he would explain himself back. But I mean, I was prticing the golden rule, but I guess that's codepedent lol.