Originally Posted by
safetygirl 
How funny is it that me, the one with true love in my heart and the non - addict, spends my time researching help on the computer; whereas my alcoholic boyfriend who is only 3 months out of rehab is spending his time on the computer on ebay, porn sites, and dating sites. Whats wrong with this picture? Hurting or not it WAS my choice to leave and I know I will move on and find happiness eventually. He, on the otherhand, will suffer from his demons forever because he CHOOSES to do nothing about them.
Thank you all for the comments. Please keep them coming.
Oh honey, it is not funny. You are in the beginning of your recovery.
I am years from my pain and still suffer the codependency.
You know that even you are hurting now, you will move on and find happiness.
Focus on that.
You are my hero for no contact for twelve days.
I was insane trying to find out what that A$$ was doing without me.
Oh, yeah, found another woman to suffer his illness with, didn't take him too long either.
Beth