Thanks Dee, i went to one when i was like 6 days clean, but this week i wanna go to like 2 of them, those meetings are good and did help me cause i looked around and heard all these stories and well you know i guess how meetings go. I got a question tho for FriendofMisery, first off thats great that u havent used since like January, and i know everyone is different and such, but wen did u really feel yourself gettin better?? I know its one of those stupid questions that doesnt have a definite answer, but i def noticed a big difference from 2 weeks to 3 weeks, but i am still a bit lazy wit doing things such as cleaning. IDK i guess im just lookin for answers n ****, k thanks.