Mab's sorry your feeling down in the dumps , this is why so many say its best not to get involved in a relationship even if its just the just to kiss on the sofa , one thing leads to another and the heart just does what it wants to , even tho you say its just for friendship . see where it got yah hun ? Date your recovery! get to know you . find out who the real you is before you let another find out who are .
Mabs your a great person you dont need to drink to have ppl like you .. Are you ready to get into some sorta support group yet ? this would soooooooooo help you with whats going on in your world .. One day youll decide to give it a full hearted attempt and see that wow this really does help . mean while stay away from the boys . find friends that have better things to do then to tie one on and make bad choices and end up makeing bad decissions . and pick up the wrong group of friends . huggles Endzy