Hi everyone, I'm back
I was here a while ago, now I'm back. I feel like an *******. I am one so I should feel like one. I'm so sorry everyone, I have let everyone down, including myself. My husband is pissed at me, told me he's had enough. I went back to drinking, not sure why. I know now that I have to stop, well I guess I've known it for awhile but of course I kid myself and think I'm okay. I have to be done for good. I'm not a normal drinker and never will be. Oh God help me. Anyways, I am hoping to attend an AA meeting, maybe on Friday, that seems the soonest possible.
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