Yeah, that really gets me thinking KP.
I've always wanted to learn the correct way to sing and it's scary as hell singing in front of people...
I have this guitar I never learned to play...
haha, now is definitely the time. The hard part is getting up and doing it. I can't even get my school work done. At this point, thinking and reading about this stuff is just as much as a distraction as it is torture!
Learning a new hobby was on really helpful list somewhere in the forum I think Ann's "Things you should do even if you don't feel like it" or something.
Its all so annoying at this point too. I can't picture a day where I don't think about it and have a twinge of anger or sadness. It's like watching someone get hurt ya no how you shut your eyes and shudder? Ouch! That's what it feels like. Except that person falling off the bike is me and its just a really painful memory that plays over and over.
I definitely need to engage my brain! But I don't wanna make the effort sometimes.
And transform, IDK how ur standin girl!