thank you for your reply.
yeah, it really does. It sucks so bad. My roommate's grandpa just died and I feel so stupid for being torn up about all of this. People have been through worse, but I'm just so heartbroken. Yet I am angry as hell!
I don't know, I really think i need some medication. Because I feel very stuck and hopeless. Very, very depressing situation. All around. I just hate that I love him, still! Grr.
I'm just so happy to have people who are supportive...thanks!