year..i actually made 7 years sober once...but i did it by almost intirely isolating...work and home...gardened, read, meditation and spiritual stuff to fill the time....I was the hermit in the cave as much as a person can be in today's world....
These days i'm pretty tempted by that...I mean it was the truest happiness I had in my life.....
but..I did it by ceasing all contact possible with the outside world which for me was full of scarry people who would hurt me.....
It was beautiful time...but...one of my biggest fears today is taht I might end up back in that life.....I don't wanna only be happy if there are no people in my life....
I really think I missed the trip!
sorry rambling this thread has opened me up
