yeah..i get that..i wasn't clear....I can make a decision to do step 4 without ever making a decision to turn my will and life over...therefore i can easily be lying to myself, probably unintentionally that i've made a decision, and go to step 4 without a step 3 experience....I think...
Sorry..I'm trying real hard to understand this stuff as I have worked the steps over and over and over and keep missing something...
Any ways...like i said....I probably just need to shut up and listen
