It isn't clear to me that I have "really" made a decision...if I say i have, but don't really actually do it...but then i get...step 4 is suppose to be the action that results from the decision....
I guess it confuses me because my decision to do step 4 can be made without any decision to turn my will and life over....it's just a decision to do step 4.....
I'm sure this may be clearer to me when i am further along in the steps.