Hi Junipersky,
Iīm sorry you are having such a bad time.
Do you have a doctor you can trust? Maybe it would be a good idea to talk things over with him or her.
It took me a long time to find a good therapist or psy, but please donīt give up hope. Keep sharing and consult a doctor who can help you with your medicine and give it time.
Congratulation on your sober time. Keep up the good work.
