As long as you don't take that first drink then your doing OK.
I avoid the booze isle when I am in supermarkets and just walk on by past the crates at the front of the store. I have no desire to drink booze or take drugs of any kind anymore but I still keep away from having it in my face. It is poison to me.
Yes it can be heartbreaking to see how people suffer so much in life, especially other alcoholics/addicts who have it so tough... BUT just keep reminding yourself that everyones situations/life-chances are different but you are still an alcoholic/addict. Use your more fortunate situation to your advantage rather than a negative... They would undoubtably tell you to do that too.
Thanks for posting!
peace and Love xxx
Nice one on 19 days, keep sharing and you are right it does feel good to share where you're at. It will help you stay sober.