Depression is a bitch, and even though i live with my partner i get lonely. It sucks. I suffer from bipolar. For me the first 6 months of moving away was purely involved in looking for coke and dealers. my partner doesn't do it and we don't go out. I even ALMOST resorted to one of my clients who i know was a known coke user to see if she could get me any (im a community children's nurse with familiys who have problems) and that is when i thought "**** it i have to stop cuz i cant risk my career!". You are brave and if u have it in you then you can do it
im thinking of you -x-