Hi Ang
congrats on your 18 days
Keep posting here - and keep hitting those meetings - keep the numbers handy...
if I have any advice it's to not rely on your stubborness alone...simply resisting the urge can get really exhausting and all it takes is a moment of weakness.
Always have an escape plan, and a what to do in an emergency plan...and I agree with Neo - don't push the going out envelope too hard too soon...
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