The more days that go by with no contact, the more I heal. It's so strange how just a tiny bit of contact (one text even) can totally blacken my spirits for days. I just feel SO BAD when I'm in contact with him. I totally get what you mean. I just wonder how much time has to go by before it won't affect me to hear from him. I'm afraid to even THINK about testing the waters.
Glad you're on the path to healing!