Omg It has been awhile since I thought about this.
My first meeting I felt so small. I sat there and my mind was going a million miles an hour and I could never rember what I heard. I would figit with thing constantly. When I did share I would get so nervouse I would feel like I was going to cry, and then could not get out what I wanted to say. I would get there right before the meeting and bult out there door at the end. I felt so out of place.
Now it is like my second home. I love it there. I love to listen to other and have learned alot from them. I love to meet newbies and always stick around th help when needed.