Hi Alizerin,
Originally Posted by
Alizerin 
So, I think it's normal and expected that it might take some time to be able to see clearly.
I actually believe that there are no mistakes in the timing of when we are able to see things more clearly. Providing we are willing our Higher Power shows us what we need to deal with
only when we are ready. It is an ever evolving process of "more will be revealed".....
Thanks for sharing how you are working through the steps during this painful time.