so all this talk of bringing and serving wine made me *antsy* today...it's Friday night and time on my hands.....I do not want to drink but i want to drink...(does that make sense)?....I want a *treat* for a long week of work....
I think about this all the way home....I steer my car into the mall, grab 2 old wet and soggy Bed Bath Beyond coupons off the floor of my car, go inside to purchase the keurig herbal teas...(I am out and the order won't deliver until next week)..they are out too...so I get some raspberry black tea with caffeine and purchase a pretty new heavy glass mug....home to a cleaned driveway and walkway...good thing cos i have a splitting headache....
at this point i don't care what my title is (Dry Drunk)..all I know is I stopped my urge because I wanted to for tonight....it's another day sober for me, I didn't fail myself.