i am not following the 12 steps, (at this time after reading about them and people's experiences, it is just not a fit for me).....so be it...However, I do remember waking up on Day 3 or 4 (i would have to check my post over on the gratitude thread)...and being so grateful to have been drinking that I just cried from sheer relief.
I believe it is different for me, i just don't want to drink......and I tell myself not to complicate it, it's just something NOT to do.
I do certainly know that I never again want to experience heaving so badly I thought I would blow my teeth out of mouth.