Thank you CD - That's really all that I can do right now is make sure they know daddy loves them, but is sick. I can only reiterate and prove that I'll be here for them and won't ever leave them.
Thank you for sharing your own upbringing. Just really worried about DS and his clingyness. DD is a tough chick, but I worry about that too because she holds things in and plays tough (thanks to her mama). I don't want that for her either. I'm just new to this, but I will say that my focus needs to be taken off this punk a$$ acting junkie and put on them. I made a vow when I got married and when we tried for kids that I would never leave them and give them my best. Because of AH's antics my best isn't what it could be, but I'll be damned if I will fail them now. Thanks guys.