Crickets - I have that book on Mp3. I think I listened to it every night for a month. It was like my bedtime story. It has helped me so much. I think I would have stayed in this unhealthy cycle so much longer if not for that book and this forum. Keep reading! And thank you for being so supportive. It really helps me get through days like this.
Mary - Thank you for the reply. The photo made me laugh out loud. It's so cute and EXACTLY how I feel when I'm hanging out with you guys.
Tigger - sometimes it makes it harder for me when I think about him as being sick because it makes me feel like I SHOULD be helping him. If he's really so consumed by addiction, and helpless, I feel compelled to help poor him, you know? I mean, how is it ok to abandon sick people. It's just such a hard thing to work though, this whole thing.