Wow - LTD always says it so clearly.
KP - we have all felt as you do. Back to basics, you didn't cause it, you can't control it, and you can't cure it. (are those the three C's or do I have them slightly skewed?)
The whole thing seem so ridiculous and illogical. Why, as you asked, aren't I more valuable than the booze? But as all have so wisely said, it's not you. As Spiritual Seeker said; You're powerless, and he's sick.
Jadmack - your pictures are GREAT! No clue where you find them all.
Hugs ****{KP}}}