Originally Posted by
Hevyn 
I'm so worried about you.
I'm not. That level of misery and desperation can't be beat when it comes to breeding willingness to do whatever it takes. The last thing he needs is for someone to come rushing in with a big soft pillow to cushion his fall. He's trying to maintain the delusion that he's still in control, showing up to work on his 2nd bottle by lunchtime.
Elchup, lift your head up and see the truth that you are not in control.
Of course, you do have to survive it. Not everyone does.