My family well, supports his sobriety and well would freak out about this.
Hey TendingC -
But it can be good to have some face to face support or a person to talk to. You can call local AlAnon and explain your situation and maybe someone can just be avail to you by phone or come by and chat w/ you. AlAnon has 12th steppers, who keep strong in their recovery by helping others.
Or do you have one friend who you can be honest with. Keeping silent and isolated sometimes feeds our denial.
peace-
b