i am so glad you are taking steps. the lease til may? so what.
you are gonna feel so strong you're gonna hear the "rocky" theme song playing on your life's soundtrack.
NO ONE was dissapointed, or "mad" at you! that's just you projecting.
i would not give that final statement, letter, or anything close. this will create a dangerous dynamic.
and, yes, anvilhead, you rock, sister