I wish I had the brains to make the situation complicated.....but after many years of trying the only thing I would feel when I was around them is nervousness, pain and a heightened sense of emotional danger uncertainty.
I have a 4 year old he has seen my mother 2 times and has never seen my siblings. Unfortunately I feel the need to keep him from the nonsense.
Makes my life easier.
I did not ask to be born into that family;
I cannot control what the do;
I cannot cure them