Staying clean/sober is definitely easier than getting clean/sober. Eventually you do get to the point where you don't struggle daily with thoughts of whether or not to use or drink. Do I ever miss getting drunk or high? Hmmm....I sometimes miss how it was "before"--before things completely spiraled out of control. I don't miss being drunk but sometimes I do miss the people i hung out with (mostly at the bars). As far as getting high--well.....I chased that feeling for years--trying to get the same effect I did that first time. I don't miss the side effects--lack of sleep, paranoia, etc. Today I like having a "clear" mind to think with. I am actually happy too. Before--I let the drugs/alcohol determine my mood and personality. I am free from all that today. I am not merely existing anymore. I enjoy being clean today.