Wow this is why I love this site. There is so much wisdom here. It seems like you had a little slip and I'm not sure what led you to quit. I will say you are very early in sobriety and I think you should be careful. You say you are an alcoholic (which I have still not been able to convince myself even though I was drinking like one). I have listened to those who came before me and if you are one it is like waking a sleeping giant. I am over 18 months and still feel like I am early in sobriety. But by now I am so afraid of what if I am that I am not willing to test the waters. I do have dreams of drinking even now and if I wasn't an alcoholic would that happen? My hope is to never find out if I am or not. I try to assume that I may be so why risk feeding that giant.
I do know that I crossed some kind of line while drinking and the only sure way I can never get drunk again is to never even drink one. Good luck in trying to figure this out.