Again, the support here is astonishing!! You guy's gave me alot to think about. Feel better and more focused, but that always happens after a few days being sober. It's like my mind is playing a trick on me, then all of a sudden the urge to drink comes up, and back at the races again. It's amazing how many opportunities, lost relationships, and negative events have come about from the alcoholism. trying to get back on track and the desire to drink drives me crazy.