If I was NOT an alcoholic of sorts, would I have this debate going on in my head?
imo.......no
and when their not drinking they dont suffer with the obssession either.
normal drinkers are a strange bunch.......sipping drinks and "enjoying" the flavour..
my wifes an odd one........she forgets she poured herself a glass of wine and it will still be there in the morning..........weird...lol.
alcoholism for me is as much about what happens when i dont drink as when i do.
plagued by an obssession with alcohol........no matter how bad it got i shortly started to think.........."ah come on.. was it really that bad".....
this went on for years......cant drink......cant not drink.
for me its over........"turn the light out on the way out".