((((CALLIE)))) Try to remember that this has nothing to do with you.
"We have driven ourselves crazy trying to control the behaviors of our addicts, certain that "doing it our way" was not only reasonable, but right. Our past sometimes may appear to be a series of failures. But our present experience can be peaceful, hopeful and successful. It's our decision to let go. A small decision that we can make many times today, every day...Peace will be my reward" Hazeldon