I was addicted to the addicted person. He was my "habit." In order to save my life, I had to break that habit with all the seriousness of a person addicted to crack.
Going to Al-Anon meetings helped. Counseling REALLY helped me see what I was doing, and why. Reading and posting here helped. A strange little book called "How to Break Your Addiction to a Person" really helped.
Many of us were addicts (addicted to a person). You seem to be like that too.
Do you want to be an addicted person?
What will you do to break your addiction?
It can be hard, but it's so worth it.
We're here to help whenever you need it.....please keep posting....
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