Why is leaving so hard for me?
Are all alcoholics psychopaths? I watched HOUSE the other day and they defined a psychopath as someone who understands emotions but can't feel them.
He doesn't what he says to me anymore. He doesn't DO anything anymore except drink and play video games! He won't help me with ANYTYHING! I'm so overwhelmed, and I know if I leave he will want me back. Why do I always come back?
Everytime I leave I worry about him. How is he going to get the bills paid, is he alive...etc...so I come back to take care of him for some reason. Well that reason used to be love, but now I'm not even sure...
I'm so stuck. I can't go home until I'm 100% sure I'm leaving because my parents are so fed up, which is understandable. I really believed he would get better, but he hasn't.
How do I leave?