The experience is very fresh in my mind and the thought of drinking again both makes me sick and scares me because I have no clue if I will or won't.
Been there dean (big hug)!
That fear that I will drink again is in the back of my mind alot I think....I think I just hold it in the back of my mind and try notto look at it and put my faith in that if I continue the process of recovery I am on....I will be enabled to not drink again....but puting faith in something I don't know has always been tough for me.
keep posting Dean..there are alot of us loving you and hoping for you
