Having smoked pot for a a very long time (like 25 years) I would always say that pot was not addictive. Imagine that, doing a drug for 25 years and claiming it's not addictive? It's crazy right? I underestimated the psychologically addictive properties of marijuana and I am still struggling to say goodbye once and for all to pot. Somehow I managed to quit everything else but pot remains in my life, so I can totally relate to your post Luis. I wanna stop but I feel cravings and anxiety when I try at least for a few days then it's relatively smooth sailing until somehow I convince myself it would be OK to smoke a little and before you know it, I'm smoking a little (or a lot) every day. It's better than drinking, cigarettes, or hard drugs but it's obviously all wrong for us in spite of this. Welcome to SR, you'll find good people here and lots of support, but I think in the end it all comes down to us and what we are willing to endure to reach our goals. I wish you well.