Originally Posted by
Dee74 
How are you doing today Deano?
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4 days today and I actually woke up and felt good this morning. Well technically I guess it's 5 days now. Thanks for asking man.
I'm really not liking how drinking feels anymore, I mean not the drunk part but every single second in between and now the benzo's I used to use to detox with disappear (I take them) and then I find myself in a really scary place.
I seriously don't know how many more times I can do that.
So it's five days now.....um.....this is hard......3 days without a benzo so there it is, I said it. I can't take those anymore either.
It is good to be back to 5-3 days. The experience is very fresh in my mind and the thought of drinking again both makes me sick and scares me because I have no clue if I will or won't.
I only know what I have to do right now. Just not feeling real sane at the moment.