Hi Sarah
I identify with your post too - I drank all day everyday - but I 'wasn't that bad'. It's an insidious thing.
It sounds like you have a few irons in the fire as far as support goes - I think that's great.
For me, good support was vital to counteract the 'maybe I wasn't so bad' feelings
down the track
I hope you'll get as much out of SR as I do
Welcome!
D