This should be the codie song
My daughter had this cd blaring while we were cleaning the other day and the words really grabbed me. The group is Evanescence.
Going Under
Now I will tell you what I've done for you
50 thousand tears I've cried
Screaming, deceiving and bleeding for you
And you still won't hear me.
Don't want your hand this time, I'll save myself
Maybe I'll wake up for once
Not tormented daily defeated by you
Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom
(chorus)
I'm dying again
I'm going under
Drowning in you
I'm falling faster
I've got to break through
Blurring and stirring the truth and the lies
So I don't know what's real and what's not
Always confusing the thoughts in my head
So I can't trust myself anymore
So go on and scream
Scream at me I'm so far away
I won't be broken again
I've got to breathe I can't keep going under.