Originally Posted by
thirtybubba 
I think I've finally realized that I might never drink again, and even though I didn't want to, that realization is scary and makes the world seem less predictable...
You think? As soon as you take the first step in AA, and admit you are powerless, you don't "think," you KNOW! And once you know, what a GIFT!!! And just some advice, don't look at it as "never drinking again" but look at it as not drinking TODAY. That is it, just today. Tomorrow has enough worries without adding drinking to it to make it worse.
