*My* problem with the 'God thing' the first time around in AA
( I want you to take note that I DID specify the FIRST time)
was because I still held on to a good bit of anger
that the Creator had not lived up to
what people had promised me.
I specify the first time
because I truly believe that
it was this long held resentment
against the conceptualized 'God' thing
that caused my eventual relapse.
By the time I came back...
I had a vastly different perspective.
I hope you don't have to repeat my own mistake.